• Glory

    Glory, glory wasn’t made for me
    A sailor taken from the sea
    Wasn’t made for me

    A solider wandering aimlessly
    Knight with no avenging creed
    Wasn’t made for me

    I’m not who I thought I’d be
    Nightingale, no song to sing

    Glory, glory wasn’t made for me
    calling through the dark, you see
    It wasn’t made for me

    Trumpet splits the sky and sea
    Halo cast irradiantly
    It wasn’t made for me

    I’m not who I thought I’d be
    Name left out of history

    Honestly, was love even made for me?
    Strange soul-shifting mystery
    Wasn’t made for me

    Passionate love affair
    Intimacy that we share
    Wasn’t made for me

    This isn’t what I thought it’d be
    Is pain simply destiny?

  • Waste Time

    I wake up with the sun beaming in my eyes
    It’s a beautiful day and I’m feeling alright
    Then I pick up my phone, say I’ll be up in five
    But when I check again, an hour’s gone by

    Why do I even try?

    Gotta catch up now, I gotta catch my train
    And don’t you dare forget to grab that spare change
    I can’t afford to be late and lose my pay
    But in my rush, I drop a $20 on the ground somewhere anyway

    Why do I even try?

    How much time have I wasted trying to not waste time?
    I’m pinching pennies just to drop a dollar
    Taking shortcuts just to lose it all
    Counting out my wins and my losses
    Just to prove that I’m worth my soul

    We make plans to go out, decide on 8:00pm
    Oh I’m stressing and nagging please don’t make us late, oh no
    You say “it’s supposed to be fun, why are you acting this way?”
    Before it’s even begun, I’ve ruined my own date

    Why do I even try?
    My ideal doesn’t strive
    Not for love or for time

    How much time have I wasted trying to not waste time?
    I’m pinching pennies just to drop a dollar
    Taking shortcuts just to lose it all
    Counting out my wins and my losses
    Just to prove that, I’m worth my soul

    I don’t wanna be afraid anymore
    I don’t wanna waste away anymore

    I’ve learned to love just being with you
    It doesn’t matter if we get where we’re going to

  • Waste Time

  • Will’s Pub, Orlando

  • How Could This Love Be So (feat. Zoetic)

    When we met we weren’t ready for what would unfold
    Tellin’ you things I thought that I don’t think I’ve ever told
    You kissed my lips under the streetlight, grabbed my hand to hold
    Tellin’ me “baby, since you’re with me i won’t be alone”

    But time makes short work of love
    Got me contemplating how it was
    Got me wondering…

    How could this love be so lonely
    How could this love be so lonely
    Baby, but you say that you need me
    So how come I’m feelin’ so lonely

    When you call you take up all the time just talkin’ ’bout yourself
    When we’re alone you say you want me through the liquor on your breath

    How am I supposed to feel
    When it doesn’t seem like you know me for real

    How could this love be so lonely
    (Baby, how could it be?)
    How could this love be so lonely
    (How could your love be lonely, baby, when you say…)
    Baby, but you say that you need me
    So how come I’m feeling so lonely

    Zoetic:
    Yeah, the idea of love just sounds so unrealistic
    And I’ve been chasin’ it ’cause I thought happiness came with it
    But truth be told as I get old I learned it ain’t intrinsic
    And I knew good things do end, but I was hopin’ you’d be different
    But I was wrong
    My love is lonely, you can hear it all up in my songs
    And you won’t listen when I talk and that’s messed up
    And I’m dressed up from head-to-toe in embarrassment
    Cause when you told me that you loved me, girl, that ain’t what you meant
    You just love the way I make you feel when you feel alone
    You just love the fact that when you call I’m quick to the phone
    I deserve somebody that’s gon’ miss me when I am gone
    You crave attention like a dog to a bone
    Damn
    You told me what you loved, but you left out yourself
    You was fine china that I shoulda left on the shelf
    You told me that you loved me more than anything else
    Lies that hit under the belt
    Zoetic, yeah

    I don’t know what to do
    I can’t keep on expecting things from you
    I don’t know what to say
    Besides I know we are not ok

    How could this love be so lonely
    How could this love be so lonely
    Ya know you only call when you need me
    Oh and it’s leaving me lonely

    How could this love be so lonely
    How could this love be so lonely
    How could this love be so
    Lonely
    How could this love be so lonely

    How could this love be so

  • EMOcean Fest ’23 – Sun on the Beach, Kissimmee

    Photo by Kayla Jean Mraz