• Life or Death Affair

    A broken bottle shatters
    And my lungs, they can relate
    My breathing falls to pieces
    Under sore and sobbing weight

    I’ve tried to put the knife down 
    Please believe me when I say
    But my skin is slipping at the stitches
    My knees are starting to give way

    I am made of fragile substance 
    Nests of wasps and flowers hung
    So be gentle when you hold me
    ‘Tween life and lover I am strung

    The lust of life consumes me
    Every moment every breath
    These marble mountains grow upon me
    On my arms and in my chest
    The phrase “I don’t owe you anything”
    Dances in my head

    I am made of fragile substance 
    Nests of wasps and flowers hung
    So be gentle when you hold me
    ‘Tween life and lover I am strung 

    I am made of fragile substance 
    A tattered spirit broken song
    So be careful when you touch me
    ‘Tween life and lover I am strung

    And I never meant to hurt you
    I only meant to care
    But when neither life or love believes you
    Every thought becomes a prayer

    And I’m afraid a fear of living
    Is a life or death affair

  • Time

    Time is moving faster everyday
    And scientifically it will stay that way
    But I will make the most that I can
    Out of these moments here you’re holding my hand

    Time is never on my side
    My memories slip out of my mind
    But I never have to wonder my life’s worth
    Cause you prove that I became something after birth

    When I look back at my life I can say
    That every moment with you out of every day
    Meant more than dust and empty breaths just seeping out of my chest
    Our treasures here will never fade away

    There is an anxiety consuming the dreams placed inside of me
    I’ve never truly learned how to turn away
    But the beauty here surrounding me awakens a security
    That those deep brown eyes will cherish all my days

    When I look back at my life I can say
    That every moment with you out of every day
    Meant more than dust and empty breaths just seeping out of my chest
    Our treasures here will never fade away

    Golden streams of little things you know they mean so much to me
    Lady Time will never make us pay
    For all the tears and silly fears you’ve wiped them all away my dear
    From now until the years that we turn grey

    After all this time you still look at me this way
    Now I wonder why I wondered if you’d stay

  • My Little Adventurer

    I have never seen 
    hands that hold so gently 
    Features doused in light
    My eyes catch fire when lips collide 

    The safety of your smile is a song 
    That I wouldn’t mind spending my whole life singing along to
    And those doe eyes never say goodbye
    Cause in my mind these stars are just now starting to fill my sky

    Oh, my little adventurer
    Won’t you come home and dance with me 
    Share your thoughts and your secrecy
    Oh, my little adventurer

    Your soft brown hair only makes me stare sometimes
    Your hands they fold perfectly when they’re in mine
    You give me gifts and treasures
    That I will hold in my heart forever

    Oh, my little adventurer
    Won’t you settle down and lie with me 
    Share your thoughts and your secrecy
    Oh, my little adventurer

    When you left to move to the coastline
    You left a gaping hole on my insides
    I’m sure in a little while I’ll be alright
    But right now I’m facing the realities of life

    Oh, my little adventurer
    Won’t you come home and sit with me
    Drink this tea, oh I’m so lonely
    Oh, my little adventurer

  • Hollow Bones

    You started out a solemn soul
    Eyes of sterling and wings of gold
    Hollow bones filled with hope
    Help to take you where you want to go

    So you packed up all your things and went
    But weight accompanies time well spent
    The hollow spaces you once knew
    Became heavy as you grew and grew

    A burden it is to travel light
    Not on the body, but on the mind 
    Let it down every once in a while
    Come back home after mile after mile

    Fill your books with 
    Pressed plants and poetry
    Empty your heart of the things that you’ve seen 

    But don’t let me keep you
    I know you have soaring to do
    Just please don’t let go of me
    Through all of the things that you see
    I always knew you would leave
    Right now I’m just trying to find peace
    Just promise you will stay true
    But do not let me keep you

    Just promise you will return 
    And tell of all the things you’ve learned 
    But don’t let me keep you
    I don’t know what I’ll do

  • Holiday

    The chilling of the breeze on a holiday
    Sanctuary comes as a labor of love
    Taking in a breath, I feel a mile away
    But as the moments come you are always enough

    The comfort of a friend when I’m feeling grey
    Happiness will come through the labors of love
    Leisure feels like waste when there’s so much at stake
    The feeling tells me lies of what I’m capable of

    But healing comes
    In the shape of how we’re loved
    And healing comes
    By way of how we love

    Since the fever of my youth and in my searching for
    I have been enticed by the feeling of love
    A whisper, then a scream, I hear my heart call out
    Begging for sign, a word, from someone above

    The poisons of my pride ask me to run and hide
    Shadows start to play when I step out of love
    Be tender, draw me near, something hurts inside
    I’m trying not to fear the idea of love

    But healing comes
    In the shape of how we’re loved
    And healing comes
    By way of how we let ourselves love

  • Wonder

    The way the moon the sings when dusk turns into evening
    The way the tide moves when it will rise and fall to meet me
    The way that blue looks, the way we try to pin it down
    The way the stars seem to always turn us inside out

    And I wonder how any of these things
    Led up to me

    The way the sky bleeds when water becomes too much to bear
    The way that night seems to always touch us where we scar
    The way mountains kneel at the oceans feet
    The way that I know without a doubt that you love me

    And I wonder how any of these things
    Led up to me
    I wonder how any of these things
    Could be
    And I wonder how among all of these things
    I am me

  • Before

    I never knew how to say this
    I never really knew what to do
    But now I think I’ve finally found the answer
    And now I think I know the answers you

    And I can feel it on the tips of my fingers
    Now I know I’m free

    Before I met you I was stuck in midnight
    A streak of starlight caught in a blur
    But now I see you and time stands still
    And now I’m tryna tell you how I feel

    Cause you are in the tips of my fingers
    All I touch is new

    It’s hard to believe what you can’t see
    It makes you question your sanity
    But in my eyes there is nothing more true
    I wanna spend all my days on you

    I’ve never laughed this hard before
    I’ve never sang this loud before
    Since I found you at my door
    I’ve never danced like this before

    I’ve never smiled this bright before
    I’ve never felt this light before
    All I can say is I want more
    I’ve never felt this joy before

    All I can say is I want more
    I’ve never felt this joy before

  • Something Along the Lines Of

    You were young
    And yet you clung
    To the cracks in the concrete of the past
    Forced out of home
    Roots ripped from places welcome
    Your petals fell from around your neck

    You rushed to gather them
    But instead just scattered them
    Deeper into the corners of the universe
    Your name was thus written
    On every planet and rock in space
    But was nowhere on your heart

    You’re something along the lines of
    You don’t quite know what you’re made of

    Insecurity will consume
    Every crack every room
    Unoccupied by sterling confidence
    So practice shouting your name
    And begin to claim
    The parts of you left undiscovered

    Hold tight to who you are
    Because you never know
    Who you’ll turn out to be
    Tomorrow

    You’re something along the lines of
    You don’t quite know what you’re made of

    That throbbing thing
    At your core
    Are words that you’ve never even heard before
    But once you see
    Yourself in love
    You’ll understand what bones are made of

    We’re something along the lines of
    This time we know what we’re made of

    We’re something along the lines of
    This time we know what we’re made of

  • Open Book

    I’ll write you a letter that you’ll keep
    Every time you read it you’ll think
    “That’s so sweet”
    But you’ll keep it in your pocket
    The words will fade and stamp fall off it
    Unreplied

    You’ll write me a poem in your head
    It’ll be the loveliest thing you’ve
    Ever said
    But you’ll never get to tell me
    Verses lost forgotten empty
    Never read

    We never seem to be on the same page
    You’re flipping through so fast these days
    And if you ever stop to ask me how I’ve been
    I’ll remember those times, you loved me then
    Those times, you loved me then

    I’ll sing you a song that you’ll love
    It won’t be about us but you’ll
    Wish it was
    You’ll play it while you sleep
    Falling so much more deeply
    Than I can go

    We never seem to be on the same page
    You’re flipping through so fast these days
    And if you ever stop and wonder how I’ve been
    Just remember those good times, I loved you then
    Those times, I loved you then

    And I will learn to let you go
    In these times you never know
    What you’ll force the past to hold
    And I will hold onto hope
    But in these times you never know
    So I will learn to let you go

    I know it’s always hard to say goodbye
    I’m just sorry I took so much of your time

  • Smoke Doesn’t Sting So Bad

    Ya know a cigarette
    Seems like a good idea when you’re 20 years in
    With nowhere left to go
    It’s a hopeless life
    When you look around and you realize
    We’ve made the same mistakes
    Time and time again
    But I’m still breaking-in this skin

    You know a good night’s sleep
    Seems like a good idea when you’re neck deep
    But the demons don’t understand
    Yeah, they’re cut throat
    You either sink or you swim
    Baby, I know
    I don’t stand a chance
    But I’m still breaking-in this skin

    Somehow we’ve survived
    This long
    Somehow we’ve survived
    This long
    We’ve survived
    This long, this long
    And somehow we’ll survive